Quest 20: Wajah Langit

Sebenarnya tidak tahu apa yang ingin dilakukan. Sementara membilang waktu untuk memulakan tugasan hari ini, aku sekadar merenung jauh ke luar tingkap,menatap langit yang dipenuhi kepulan awan,sinaran mentari yang mengintai-ngintai dan cuba memancarkan cahaya jingga yang indah(ibarat jaluran emas yang beruntaian sampai ke bumi)...memang pagi yang mengasyikkan..Hari ini juga bermulanya cuti sekolah untuk murid-murid di seluruh Malaysia, juga buat guru-guru.. dan aku pastinya tidak terkecuali. Namun kepala sendat memikirkan tentang kemestian untuk aku berpindah rumah, ditambah lagi kertas-kertas peperiksaan yang masih banyak belum ditanda..bercutikah aku? Malam tadi masih sempat ke sekolah, menjengok rakan-rakan dan anak-anak muridku yang masih di asrama bermain badminton. Hanya terluah di dalam hati... Walau aku gembira dengan hidup kini namun... Indahnya zaman persekolahan...
Aku menatap lagi ke dada langit pagi.. Dan kini ada titis hujan yang mula turun membasahi bumi... Secepat ini langit berubah wajah....dan aku?

Quest 19: Tik tok tik tok...What time is it?

Nothing much can be done since my students are having their mid year exam. Everyday just being fill up with sitting and chatting inside the teachers' common room while waiting for the time for class..not to teach..just to keep our eyes on the students...Ha ha ha...It can be quite sleepy when you do nothing. Today, the memory comes again. It reminds me all those days when I was a secondary school student. For us at that time, exam also meant sleep. I can't really figure it out until today but whenever the teacher said you "can start answering now", my eyes will also start to close. Maybe it just there in my genes.. ha ha ha.. Now..comes the important part. Because of that situation, we were very afraid of the time..Well.who's not..it is a matter of life and death.. So most of us will bring the alarm clock to the class. Yes..not the wrist watch but a real clock (the one that we used to wake us up in the morning)... and we will set the alarm at the same time. When the exam ended, you can hear all the alarms ringing exactly at the same time...different tones and sounds and it seem like the whole school were celebrating something. Ha ha ha..but my students now? They don't even have a wrist watch with them and keep on asking me about the time. I'm thinking of giving them suggestion to do what we did before? Or maybe make it compulsory? Ha..ha..ha.. Shall I?

Quest 18: Better to have loved and lost....

Better to have loved and lost, than never loved at all. I had it once but it went away. I got the second chance but again it flew away...forever.People say empty is no good. If you can't fill your heart with love, then fill it with hatred.I never say it is true..it is up to you. You never know when you gonna meet the right one..but what you can do is to appreciate everyone around you. She might be the girl next door, or someone you never want to know. But one day, when the right time comes, she will be the only one you want to stay with...through laughter and tears. Sooner or later, I'm gonna wait for that moment..even if it takes the rest of my life.

"Ya Allah, temukan aku dengan insan yang terbaik buatku di sisi-Mu."

Quest 17: Alone...

It was raining last night when i was sitting alone at the window pane. I looked outside and felt so empty. Wondering of so many things...sigh..A heavy rain in the middle of the night and I'm all alone here..what a perfect combination..and now what? The internet connection was gone...Then i decided to enjoy the night by watching my favorite series again and again...Family Outing and i felt close back to everybody.

Quest 16: Mengerti Perasaan Itu...

Sejak bergelar seorang guru praktikal, banyak sekali perubahan yang aku rasakan dalam hidup ini. Ucapan salam daripada anak-anak murid menjadi halwa telinga saban hari. Lebih-lebih lagi bila ucapan itu diterima saat di luar waktu sekolah..tatkala bertemu di pasar malam,atau di masjid ketika solat jumaat...lebih membuatkan aku terharu.. Saban waktu juga kenangan ketika sekolah dahulu silih berganti hadir dalam ruang ingatan.. Benar-benar mampu membuatkan aku tersenyum sendirian. Aku kini mengerti apa yang dirasakan oleh seorang guru apabila disapa oleh anak-anak muridnya. Lebih-lebih lagi walaupun sudah tidak lagi mengajarnya. Once a teacher,always a teacher. Hari ini juga kali pertama aku meraikan Hari Guru sebagai seorang guru secara rasminya. Seawal pagi lagi sudah menerima ucapan Selamat Hari Guru daripada teman-teman dan anak-anak didikku. Juga tidak lupa aku menitipkan ucapan buat guru-guruku yang tersayang dan teman-teman seperjuangan. Pagi tadi juga aku meneruskan tugasku sebagai seorang guru seperti biasa. Sebak rasa di dada apabila disambut dengan ucapan dan kata penghargaan daripada anak murid. Juga mereka sedaya upaya menyenangkan aku di hari ini. Isnin ini aku bakal pula merasakan pengalaman meraikan sambutan hari guru di sekolah...SEBAGAI SEORANG GURU.... Untuk guru-guru di seluruh dunia... SELAMAT HARI GURU buat semua...

"A GREAT TEACHER NEVER STRIVES TO EXPLAIN HIS VISION. HE SIMPLY INVITES YOU TO STAND BESIDE HIM AND SEE FOR YOURSELF